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Thursday, August 1, 2013

A Sobering Moment...

So last night I freaked out a little bit. Sitting in my room on my floor, looking around at all the things I'd have to pack. Most of it were clothes, but you guys have to remember I currently drive a Volkswagen Beetle.... Yeah, I know. *forehead slap*

Now, I know there are a few and quick ways to pack up my clown car (I love my boo though). But my anxiety was coming from some other place. While I am EXTREMELY excited, I'm also slightly nervous. Nervous about only minor things, but still nervous none the less. It's crazy though. My mind is really confusing excitement and anxiousness with being nervous. I'm not afraid of the unknown. I actually embrace it. I think I'm nervous, because I don't know what my new path is going to be like exactly. There is no book, YouTube video, wiki page that can give me any type of real guide on how to navigate my new journey. It's all being left up to my heart and my instincts. I think that's why I'm so nervous. I'm really going to have to trust myself and my intuition.

The training wheels are off at this point and there's only the sidewalk, this bike, and me. No one is holding onto my seat. Whew!!!! That felt great to say!!! I was really trying to figure out why I felt so anxious when I've been to LA quite a few times and am pretty familiar with it all. Okay... Now with that said don't forget to donate to my LA Fund and check out the video below! Thank you guys for tuning in. xoxoxoxo