Frugality?!?!?

My Frugal-ness...

So this is about to happen.... My frugality is about to be extremely exercised in the next coming weeks... LOL!!! Like on some extreme coupon'er status. If it's not free or a VERY discounted rate ya girl is not fooling with it. 

This is such a change from my normal activities. I not a just throw it in the bag level, but I don't always look at the screen when that plastic card is swiped. Is that a bad thing?!?!?

Well, anyway I am about that life right now... I want a lot coming in and barely any going out. So your furganistas out there let me in on some money saving tips. I'm already on the couponing thing and also taking my lunch to work, but what are some other things that I can get into. Let me know. I'm so serious though!!!

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Good energy begets good energy.

Good energy begets good energy!!!! Be careful of the energy that you put out there because you will get that back exactly! Make sure the things that you want are the things that you visualize. I always get the things that I want because I simply already see myself with it. Try this out for like 3 to 4 weeks and see what happens. You will begin to see that the things your really focus on and work towards are the things that you actually get.

There's no point in complaining about the things that you don't have, because it's essentially you that are preventing you from getting them. Think about it. You keep telling yourself you are not going to get something and guess what happens..... YOU DON'T GET IT!!! Think about getting it without anytype of doubt and wallah! You have it! 

Crazy concept right?

No, I'm a firm believer in this. I wasn't always though. I use to wrap my wants and desires up with doubt and fear. I'm basically telling the universe this is what I want, but I don't actually want to have it. That's a quite confusing message to be putting out so of course your subconscious feels like it's stuck and almost powerless. You can't just wish or pray about it. You have to focus on it and put things into motion to get whatever it is..... I do this in my daily life. There are some things I still have to work on and work out, but I know that it all starts in my mind.

For instance, I want to lose a certain amount of weight by the end of August. At least 20 lbs or so... Some would say Desarai', where is that weight going to come, and express/press all of THEIR insecurities on me. I know me and I know my body. I know what it can and will look like.... So for those who have something you can have something to say.... I just don't allow that in. 

I figured I give a real example in my life since I'm in the sharing mood. Most people will give you all these abstract ideas and nothing real to compare your goals to. I thought I'd jump out of the masses and tell you guys one of my serious goals. I know that may seem a little outrageous to you, but this is MY reality. Nothing is outrageous to me.... I've seen so many people make the impossible possible so none of that nay saying exits in my mind. It's all possible. Whether you agree with it is not my problem.

*Kanye Shrugg*  It's all in what you make it.

Happy Monday!!!

HAPPY MONDAY!!!

Okay, so I am all moved in and semi unpacked.... Thank ya geebus!!! I am so excited to have shed that attachment.... I am free to go when I please at this point!!! I am so excited about this new feeling. I have nothing officially attaching me here to St. Louis. That is such a great feeling to have a huge signifier of what's to come. This is all about going on a journey... Yes I have an ultimate goal in mind, but I'm trying to enjoy the things along the way. I'm not going to say that my move was easy, but it was needed. 

I am such a planner and am always looking at the next thing, but when I was in it I experienced so much. It didn't hit me until the day of my move that I was moving out of my little cozy studio and into someone else's space. Yes, I do have my own room and privacy, but I was temporarily giving up my own for my ultimate goal. I know it was a little to late to be having these types of emotions since it was all in emotion, but I still had them. I had anxiety for all of 10 minutes and the thought of LA and this new found freedom quickly pushed that feeling out of my body.

I have learned not to hide or suppress my emotions, but to experience them, and most importantly, let them go. There is no use in holding on to emotions/feelings that are not beneficial to your spirit/being. This is not stated in some religious tone, but in a more spiritual sense. You have to be okay with self first before any of your dreams will come to fruition. I'm doing what my heart tells me to do and I'm learning how to be true to it each and everyday. We grow up being taught to doubt our instincts and to go with what the world has taught us, which is to be "logical." What is logical is not always what's best or what is right. I'm moving by my own beat and I hope your all are moving to your own as well. With that said.... HAPPY MONDAY!!!!